i've told michael i have to move on, and i'm content in that decision, i knew i had to, it just hurts, i miss him.
"i miss the lips that made me fly"
he is incredible, he's all i ever wanted and more then i ever thought i'd want. he makes the bad go away and makes me feel so beautiful, so wanted, so .. everything. his smile makes my day and .. well i could go on and on about how amazing he is.
"a real lover can thrill you from across the room with just a glance"
yeah .. thats how it was. there was a look he'd give me that would turn my insides out, make me dizzy, and make me float. and thats what i'll miss the most
but besides how great he is, he broke me down pretty low. he kept me waiting for far too long, led me to believe that we would be something great and then told me it would NEVER happen. we made plans and then he would ditch them .. he broke my heart, made me fall in love with him and broke it.
but it's okay, i am strong.
i can live my life without a man and i am and i am happy.
i love my life, with or without a guy to kiss and love, whatever happens happens
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