like the fire needs the air, i wont burn unless your there.

One day you fall for this boy; and he touches you with his fingers. And he burns holes in your skin with his mouth. And it hurts when you look at him. And it hurts when you don't

today was beyond amazing. lying in bed for an hour with him was beautiful. we didnt have sex, but we didnt need to, today i felt such a deeper connection with him. just being held by him, our bodies pressed against each other. i know how i feel after today, i know he is who i want, more than ever before, his simple kisses, the way he pulls me closer when i try to pull away, the way he doesnt want me to move. i love his compliments. i love hiding my face away in his chest when i'm shy or nervous or blushing.i love his smile, and how with him near i cant stop smiling. i love his smell.

he is a gentleman, he is classy and classic. he would never hurt a woman, but he will fight for me if thats what he has to do. i dont believe that he will be mine, but i refuse to give up this fight. he is the most amazing being i have ever seen, i never want to see again...from this day forward, i am surely blind.

"My heart went cold and only hollow rhythms resounded from within, but then he rose, brilliant as the moon in full and sank in the burrows of my keep, and all my armor, falling down, in a pile at my feet." - Fiona Apple, 'Pale September'

"I have shed this dry hard shell--traded its comfort for your eyes." – Boy Sets Fire, "fine art of falling"