I'm moving on-rascall flats

I've dealt with my ghosts
And faced all my deamons
Finally content with the past I regret
I found you find strenght in your moments of weakness
For once I'm at peace with my self
I've benn burdened with blame
Traped in the past for too long
I'm movin on

I've lived in this place
And I know all the faces
Each one is different
But they're always the same
They mean me no harm
But it's time that I face it
They'll never allow me to change
But I never dreamed
Home would end up where I don't belong
I'm movin on

I'm moving on
At last I can see (Last I can see)
Life has been patiently waiting for me
And I know there's no guarentees
But I'm not alone
There comes at time
In everyones life
When all you can see
Are the years passing by (are the years passing by)
And I have made up my mind
That those days are gone

I've sold what I could
Packed what I couldn't
Stopped to fill up on my way out of town
I've loved like I should
But lived like I shouldn't
I had to loose everything to find out.
Maybe forgiveness will find me somewhere down this road
I'm Moving on
I'm moving on
I'm moving on

lua by bright eyes

I know that it is freezing, but I think we have to walk
I keep waving at the taxis, they keep turning their lights off
But Julie knows a party at some actor's West side loft
Supplies are endless in the evening by the morning they'll be gone

When everything is lonely I can be my own best friend
I'll get a coffee and the paper, have my own conversations
with the sidewalk and the pigeons and my window reflection
The mask I polish in the evening by the morning looks like shit

And I know you have a heavy heart, I can feel it when we kiss
So many men stronger than me have thrown their backs out trying to lift it
But me I'm not a gamble, you can count on me to split
The love I sell you in the evening by the morning won't exist

You're looking skinny like a model with your eyes all painted black
Just keep going to the bathroom, always say you'll be right back
Well, it takes one to know one, kid, I think you've got it bad
But what's so easy in the evening by the morning's such a drag

I got a flask inside my pocket, we can share it on the train
And if you promise to stay conscious I will try and do the same
We might die from medication, but we sure killed all the pain
But what was normal in the evening by the morning seems insane

And I'm not sure what the trouble was that started all of this
The reasons all have run away, but the feeling never did
It's not something I would recommend, but it is one way to live
Cause what is simple in the moonlight by the morning never is

It was so simple in the moonlight now it's so complicated
It was so simple in the moonlight, so simple in the moonlight
So simple in the moonlight...

To My Future Husband,
I’m sorry that I have been weak in my youth. I loved a man very much, though in a very different way then I will love you. This man knew me inside and out. I trusted him, for the first time in my life I trusted a man, that is until I meet you I’m sure. I slept with this man, I lost my strength and found it in him, holding my body, and it seemed like a good idea at the time. Now I’m lost and not sure if it was. He was my very first, you have to know that until I meet you, I wanted my life with him. So all I have to say at this point, is I hope and pray that when we meet, you will not think any less of me for not being the girl I’m supposed to be. For being weak. I don’t feel any different than I thought I would. And I vow not to do this again until I know that a man is committed to me, until I know you are committed to me for the rest of our lives, I just hope that no other man comes along and fools me into thinking that they are committed to me before you do. I think of you daily, I hope your having a good life and you think of me too. I hope that when we meet you will see beyond my past and see the woman I will be one day.
With Love,
Your Wife.

more photos.

i've discovered a new passion

or maybe re-discovered. photography. i've always loved it, but i never had a good camera. now i do. this is just the first few days i've had it, so theres still so much practice before i will even consider myself to have any potential.