you cant let others get you down. you just have to live with your eyes to the sky and now that your heart is content. lead by example and just hope that you are an inspiration to the aching.
tonight my life turned back around. i woke this morning in a heartache, in tears, shaking and anxious. i went through my day dreading the night before me, because once night came i would surely shake and tremble again. but something came over me, a feeling that i've missed so desperately. and i started to breathe, and i started to think the things i used to know so deeply. i realized how beautiful the world is. even the painful parts. heartache is the most beautiful thing in the world, because its the most passionate. after five years of deep depression i feel like life is finally looking up again. three girls that i've never seen face to face changed my life tonight.
while i sat at work something hit me, and i realized how stupid i have been and started to think about the movie i saw last night. and how he saw the bag blowing in the wind as beautiful. and it was, and everything is.
there is so much beauty left to see
and i want to see everything
until now i couldnt see beyond my own worries and mistakes
but i am so miniscule compared to everything
and my worries shouldnt mask my eyes to see
suddenly i realize, that i was blind, but my blinking eyes now see
all i see is this beauty in the life laid out before my feet
all that follows is my shadow, some obscure representation of me
and all that i see is far beyond belief
the world is singing its song unto me
and i see god in everything
and its the most beautiful thing i could see.
i think the fact that someone you've never met can change your life is beautiful and amazing beyond belief. it has happened to me.
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