he didn't ask me to stay
instead
he told me he didn't want to wait
i told him it was his decision.
and he didn't even take long to decide
he didn't sit and contemplate
or fight with me about it.
he gave in.
i feel like this is all too familiar.
this pain.
i feel like its all i've known for the last few years
i remember when tyler left
how mad i was .. it didn't even bother me at first that he could turn away without feeling any pain.
and all the things he said to me
how it set me so far back
i'm so scared to be there again. i hate seeing him.