we have reached the point where even your most affectionate
adjectives your scintillating personality, your foremost fortitudes
do not lift the corners of my lips, i have become too familiar with the
crunching sound of sternum into ribcage to soak myself into the hollow
sound of your voice reaching towards me all you are to me now is a
symbolization of everything to avoid and i wish i could give you another
chance but you have already built my defenses too high